I choose to write in English. So be out there, outsiders... I can  still be cool to the world.

  So come on in, all the friends I have, we've been together and through such a long time, so I see no reason to be apart from each other in the future.

  Life is like a box of chocolate, u never know what u gonna get.  I've heard this long ago, still can't I fully figure out what it means. Who give the box to u? Why do u accept it? Why don't u just find other boxes?  Or every single one u find could be described as "get"? If I don't know what is in the box, I really get no interested in opening it. 
  King Alexander(Alexandria) said somethng great, I've forget the original words, but he told something about his wantings and the strong will and consequence he had made & faced, somewhat like: l want something, so something must be mine. I agree this kind of strong will and admire the hero. Such hero give me the way his thought and act, and I wanna be exactly the same.

  But love affairs is a different thing, the most wanted one may be the most untouchable one, no matter how hard u try. So I've been away from love these years, but it's time to love and be loved again.

  I thought about u, thought about the time we had and all the crazy things I did, I've hurt u, I've neglected the thing u cherish, that's my fault. I'm still feel deeply sorry for what I did, whatever the excuse is, still a sorry is not enough.

  I accidently add ur msn, so the story goes on. We've really thought seriously that we would never meet each other for at least years and years, but somehow we meet again. Both of us has changed a great deal, u always ask me where the changes are, I told some, some are not. I really think u're mature and sensible now, and a little lovely. The words from u are soft, the thought within it is deeper and clearer. I really love the changes in u.

  So did changes happened to me. I am sensible now, with definite aim, with courage inside. The boy has grown up. When I drive, I like to be polite and after the old and ergent ones. I do not like smoking anymore, it sucks. Sunshine have been back into my life, it is the time when I met u. A far & good feeling arose, which I had been longing for years.

  Something bad had happened to u last year, and I really feel regreted that I was not be with u that time, it's so hard to say how that feeling is, I wanna be with u for this moment and forever.

  So be strong and conscious, when u don't wanna face the world and feel like to hide, I'm still the one wanna hold u in my arms.

  Say hello to the dawn, and...say goodbye to the lonely night.